Rapper's Goin To Jail

yea i kno its bin a while since i've bin on. but i was having a discussion with a group of friends just the other day.

We were discussing why is it that nowadays rappers are being put in jail? First T.I., now Gucci Mane, and next is Lil Wayne. I said to my friends "i kno this may sound weird but i feel like maybe the government is trying to figure out how much money they can loose once the most succesful people in the hip hop world go to jail." i kno tht sound political as hell but im jus sayin it's strange that all these rappers are goin to jail now.

I wont be surprised if the next rapper to go is Kanye West, but i strongly know and believe that Jay-Z will never fall in tht category cuz he knows he's too old to be messin around like that and his life is goin good already, his albums and concerts are bannas and he has a beautiful woman on his arm. What more can Jay-Z ask for? nothin

I would also like to say that being a celebrity really does get u less jail time. So fuck all the bullshit bout justice cuz justice does not exist if your bank is rollin wit money. T.I had 27 guns (no liscense first offense) and all of them had silencers, which is illegal (2nd offense) and he gets put in jail for a year and a day? WTF let that be a regular person they would be there for at least 7. Lil wayne possesion of marijuana, and not a lil bit im talkin pounds of tht shit. He goin to jail for a year, if tht was a regular person they would have 4 years and community service afterwards.

And im not even gonna get started on Chris Brown's doing just now that if a regular person did that shit they would for sure be goin to jail not be given a choice of what they wanted to do.

IM BACK...TRU...UH OH

u can only understand the title for this post if u kno the dipset song. n e wayz i noticed it has a bin a very hot while since i have posted n e thing. well lets see. i've cut my hair (look at default pic) my style has completely changed. i think its jus the whole transition of starting to become an adult. its my senior year (finaly) and im jus changing my style. the only thing i think tht is left for me to do is loose weight before i go off to college. i've bin doin good so far but i jus need tht extra boost to get me all the way. if you have n e qestions jus hit me up.

Cant Wait To Be LEGAL

most ppl can't wait to be leagal so they can buy cigs or go out to clubs. but i cant wait to be legal cuz tht means i can move out of my parents fuckin crib. they annoy the shit outta me. they always comparin me to other people. tht shit gets on my fuckin nerves. i be wantin to tell them "well if they're so fuckin perfect then go make them ur child". like seriously dnt compare me to other ppl it annoys the shit outta me. I wanna be legal so i dnt have to deal wit this bullshit wen i move out.

my mother i love her but she tends to complain about every single thing. and my father i love him too but wat the fuck he b tryna give me life lessons and shit. like i understand u want me to be a good person but wen u give the same speeches over and over again it gets old. in the end im basically gon do wat i wanna do n e wayz and more than likely ima do the right thing. so plz stop givin me yo long ass lectures REPEATEDLY.

goodnight and be eazy.

:one love:

SENIOR YEAR

i had no idea that senior year would be this stressful. I always thought that senior year would be the fun year and you dont have to worry about all the college stuff til January. haha WRONG. There's A LOT tht has to b done. most importantly
1.visiting colleges.
2. taking the ACT (again) if u werent satisfied the first time)
3. sign up for this site called www.commonapp.org because most colleges accept the common app.
4. start filling out appplications in october. m
5. apply for FAFSA in January
6. sme colleges require you to have an interview with the campus and/or alumni
7. keep ur grades high during senior year because you wanna graduate and have th ecolleges see tht u r serious about ur work.

tomorrow (9/8/09) St. Scholastica Academy is having a college night when you can talk to the people from the admissions office from many colleges

GOOD LUCK SENIORS

Ready-Trey Songz

I must admit this album is the best he has done that he has released in stores. Personally my favorite song would have to be "jupiter love". The songs on the album range from missing your significnt other "your side of the bed" to making love "neighbors knows my name". Either way it goes buy the album it's for both sexes. Ladies can jam and listenin to the sensual voice of Trey Songz in their ear. Fellaz can play the album when their girl or lady of the night comes over just to set the mood right.

I pre-ordered mine and gave every single song 4 or 5 songs. i'm a picky person so this must mean the album is a hit. buy it in stores or itunes or both. "Ready" is a must have.

Bin So Busy

well lets see first of i took my senior portrait. i dont have the pics yet but i can give u an example. dnt i look pretty? lol i think i look ok dnt really like the make-up on my face, im not a make-up person.

anywayz lately i've been really busy looking for a job and hanging out with my friends. just yesterday i went downtown so i could meet up wit my friends but the rain was too bad for us to walk towards them so i feel like i slightly sent them off. and i hate doing tht. but i am gonna make it up to them.

i had went to buffalo joe's for the first time. i went to the one up in evanston. and the chicken wings is good but its not all wat its cracked up to bee. and their chesse fries taste a lil weird the cheese aint all over the fries its only on the top ones but oh well i aint finish it all n e way. i gave the rest to a homeless man wen i was on my way home.



well i also went and got my nails done even tho i said i woldnt get them done til prom. but my friend offered to pay fo it and im not prepared to turn down n e thing thts free...shit we in a recession.

topic: boys and cheating

i dont wanna say tht most boys are unfaithful but every guy does think about cheating or has cheated its just in the their instincts. The guy tht usually does cheat will more than likely not tell his woman becuz rather 1. he doesnt want to tell her because it will hurt her 2. he plans to cheat again and/or 3. if he does tell his girl more than likely it will end the relationship or make a promise not to cheat again.

Many guys dnt want to end the relationship because they like the way the relationship is going. i kno many ladies are asking "if he likes the relationship y does he cheat?" now tht i wish i could answer. but my guy friend told me tht the guy will usually cheat because its kind of like a little voice inside his head telling him to "hit" the fine woman tht has currently walked passed him. and its obvious tht the girlfriend is not around her man 24/7.

in my opinion cheating is wrong, there's no excuse for cheating. Regardless if you are not sober you should be more aware of ur actions. If you plan on getring high or drunk with a group of friends and you KNOW tht one of those friends finds you attractive but u r currently in a relationship then you should make the decision not to get too slapped because u dnt want tht person to take advantage of u. even if you think that they wouldnt do n e thing like tht, u shud b able to know tht sometimes you cannot even control your own actions.

so the message of this blog is. dont cheat and if you do at least tell your partner and you two can try and work things out.

ITS BEEN A WHILE

ok well as some may kno i have two tattoo's. and im thinkin bout gettin another one sometime this week and changing one i already have.I have one on my back of a dollar sign... yea i kno sound stupid. but the dollar sign is my initials on top of each other(SH $ <-tht only wit two lines goin thru it) and i love makin money. and then i have the jumpman on my right ankle because i love michael jordan, im going to name my first son jordan, and wen i turn 21 ima join MJ motorcycle gang. but im bout ta change tht one to a star with words on each stem.

now im bout to get two crosses on my left foot wit my grandparents name in it. i miss them dearly.

Sumthin Really Is Wrong Wit His Leg

i kno u see his cane. As most of you already kno. Abrey "Drake" Grahm played a part in the TV series Degrassi as Jimmy Brooks. In one episode he was shot which led him into playin the part in a wheelchair.

In my opinion i thought the wheelchair was just for the show but this nigga leg is really messed up. poor baby lol

box & ptb?

Many ppl have asked me what the hell does box and ptb mean. Before it was jus PTB. PTB stands for Pass The Blunt. and i always Pass The Blunt. now u can take this into ur own perspective. Rather it means i dnt smoke it and pass the blunt to whoever is next or i take my hits and pass the blunt to the next person. SeSe do u smoke? well thts an answer u would have to find out on ur own. i do not disclose my personal details on the internet because hataz r so nosey nowadays.

I thought PTB didn't really complete my stance. So i decided to add box into the title. Box as in boxing. SeSe u box? well tht i can share and the answer is yes. I have been boxing for 4 years and officially boxing for 2. I love boxing its a good way to let go of all my anger. I have a lot of anger issues so boxing sumtimes takes care of tht for me. The only thing tht sucks about boxing professionaly is tht u can fight outside of the gym or u get kicked out. tht rule usually doesnt apply to all gyms but the one i train at does. its not tht hard for me to follow it but there are some times wen its hard to.

a day out south

well rite now im outside waitin on my guys to come out so we can dip. and im bored az fuck . so i thought i might as well jus write about my day so far.

basically of course i woke up this mornin round 10. i took my mama lunch to her round 11. den i wen to the gym, u kno gettin my work out on. i worked out fo bout an hour. came back to da crib took a shower got dressed. wen ta da BP in da hood and filled up my tank. drove to Tulip crib ta pick up Tulip Hilton, Rice (Tulip sis), and Hannah Montana. we drove all da way out to da south side in da 70's. ta pick up Minnie. We chilled at Minnie house fa a lil bit. then went to Rocker (Rice bf) crib. from Rocker crib we went to 63rd beach. then from 63rd beach we went to Harolds to gt sum chicken. after harolds we met up wit Mahal (Hilton dip) n dem. we ended up goin to sum park n chilled there fo a long ass min. dey started to smoke a blunt. but i aint smoke it cuz i was drivin, see im makin wise choices lately.

some time went by and come ta find out one of the guys named Vega b slangin. so i bought a dime from him. and got his number cuz shit thts finna b my new weed man. and i think Vega prolly gon become my new best friend cuz he half ghanaian jus like me. [yyyyeeaaaahhhh booiii].

finaly we decided it was time for us to go home and we added a new person to da car named Cory. who happens to be belizian and puerto rican. so i dropped Minnie off at home. and den hopped rght back on to lake shore drive and head back up north to drop everybody else of at the crib. i got Cory number too.

n e wayz i had a fun day and hopefully this is the 1st of many to come. cuz they cool az fuck.

::one love::

Goals 4 Senior Year (c/o 2010)

1. fill out FAFSA form. sum how im suppose ta fill it out by march or sum shit. idk
2. apply to all the colleges i like by january
3. stay outta trouble. <- tht might b a lil hard
4. find a job
5.stop smokin <- im not doin too bad so far
6. stay single <- thts easy but i also dnt wana cake it wit n e one either
7.control my anger <- i highly doubt my anger will b completely gon but its worth the try
8. save my $$$ <- shit college aint cheap
9. get closer to my brothers
10. go to six flags before the time with my physics class <- keep in mind i have never bin a day in my life

::one love::

Jobs

i am desperately lookin for a new job. so if u kno of n e... plz let me kno.
i mean yea i currently have a job at this place called panera bread. but they hardly put me on da schedule. i prolly work like twice a week [rarely]. bu tusually its only one day per week. which is 2 days per pay period. so i get about 112$ bi-weekly. now lets thnk bout this right quick. my fone bill is 85$ a month. 112$-85$=$27. i also got car issuance and i gotta pay half. the car insurance is 100$. this time ima double the pay check cuz i get paid twice a month. 112+112= 224$. ok now 224$-85$=139$-100$=39$. what the hell am i gonna get wit 39$. i cant even get a pair of shoes. and i love shoes. i need a job. cuz panera will not give me more hours

::one love::

MUTHA FUCKIN LIARS

point blank period. i HATE liars. they piss me off. i especially hate wen someone lies about the smallest shit. for example. this girl named "Rhonda" thinks my ex "Keenan" is sexy az hell. and i must admit he really is. wen i showed "Rhonda" pic of him she even told me her self "oooo he sexy, dayum selina ok i see you i see you. u got some good taste."

so a few days ago i was sleepin over her house and we were on the fone wit "Keenan" and "Keenan twin" we was playin truth of dare [yea i kno pretty lame for sum grown ass mutha fuqas]. n e wayz "Keenan Twin" asked 'truth or dare?' to "Rhonda" and she picked truth. The question was 'do you think my twin "keenan" look good?' this female said "he's ok".

WTF?! ok she could have simply jus said yes but she lied. I understand yea it was jus a game. but wen u pick truth ur expected to tell the trth. now rather she was lyin to me or she was lyin to them. either way it goes. y would u lie about sumthin so fuckin little? if u can lie about sumthin so simple that means u can lie about big shit too..

now im not sayin i dont lie. but usually the only ppl i lie to is my mom and my older relatives. yes it is still wrong which is exactly y i cry and pray. cuz i try to stop but i kno if i be honest wit them i wouldnt b chillin wit half the ppl i chill wit now. and i dnt wanna b rebelious. but wen it comes to my friends or even ppl i dont like. i keep it 100. i keep it real. wats the point in lyin? wen i gotta remember my lie for a very long time jus in case the subject comes up again i gotta remember wat my lie was? hell naw dats too much work. id much rather jus stick to the truth cuz i can alwayz remember tht cuz i never forget wat ACTUALLY happens.

n e wayz im tired of typin. finna hit the sack and try and forgive "rhonda". i think i do forgive her but i jus kno i cant trust her.

::one love::

Heart on my Sleeve

i tend to let my emotions get the best part of me. The 1st time i fell in love or thought i fell in love was in 8th grade wit a guy named "Ruffles". i remember me and "Ruffles" were together for about 8 months and the only reason y were broke up is because we were graduating and goin to dif. skoolz. so there would b no point tryna keep the relationship going. Now tht i look back and think if i really did love then. i start to question myself and my answer is IDK.

i think nowadays we tend to use the word "love" to loosely. at time to time i tend to also let guys spit the whack ass game in my ear and tend to believe them jus cuz they got a cute face. dayum now tht im writin this out im startin to realize tht im treatin my self xtra bogus.

other times wen im in a relationship i try my hardest to have it last. i stay faithful as hard as possible. i try to have it last long because i like long relationships because to i think their really cute.

i always wanna b the girl who's lucky. the girl tht has the cute boyfriend, wit the long and good relationship. but i havent had tht in a long long long. the longest relatinship i've ever had was a year and 7 months nd tht was wen i have 12 years old. and i cheated once.

so now im not even lookin for a relationship. because at this moment i enjoy being single. there's no drama. there's no being tied down. and i like jus bein friends wit a guy cuz we could jus chill and not try ta get wit eachother. its a good feeling.

::one love::

DIPS?

from my understanding wen u have a dip. tht strickly means that the 2 ppl have made a mutual agreement tht they will mess around wit no strings attached. right?

if i am correct then sum1 plz explain to me y is it tht sum people get upset wen u discuss who else u messin wit? ima give u a prime example. today me and this uy was chillin playin nba live 07 on xbox 360. now i've bin there for approxiametly an hour and and i kissed him a lil bit or w/e. so now we jus kickin it playin the video game. i say "pause the game i got a text from my boo". so he pauses the game and starts to catch an attitude "from who?" i said "my boo" he said "y didnt u tel me u had a boyfriend?" i said "i dnt have a boyfriend he jus my other dip" then he starts to get mad sayin i thought u n i was only messin wit eachother.

now from my understanding dips means you mess wit them wit no dtrings attached. y in da hell did this nigga think i was only kickin it wit him? i have no clue. cuz he sure aint ask me to b his girl? he didnt say we should only mess wit eachother til we find sum1 we wanna b wit? so y is dis nigga trippin?

i hate tht shit. and to da niggas who think its only females who b complaining bout tht shit u got anotha thing comin cuz its sum niggas "bitch niggas" who b actin the same way

::one love::

FASHION: how i plan to dress this fall 09

only the tutu ^

im deciding to wear this bcuz all my life i have always worn jeans and tshirt. never has my friends seen me in a dress or skirt unless it was required. but im trying to fiure out if i will look nice in it. wat do u think? plz answer ur help will b appreciated.

Michael Jackson

its funny how just recently many many people were talkin shit bout Michael Jackson. HOw he used to be black. how he was ashamed to be black. How he raped little boys. Now everyone being all nice and sad that the man died.

FAKE ASS MUTHA FUCKAS i swear society/media will turn around like crazy. You see all these celebrities on TV saying how the love Michael and how they miss Michael lying ass fucks. Not too long ago them same celebs were talkin shit bout the King of Pop. i must admit yes i used ta think Michael raped them lil boys and i still do. Jus cuz the man died i aint gonna give him no sympathy. yes i am sad that the man is dead and i give my condolences to his family.

but plz celebs stop bein so fuckin fake. seriously

Send Offs

i hate bein sent off. especially wen the person sendin u off has the most ridiculous excuse in the book. If you dont feel like chillin wit me then jus say tht. i mean you dnt gotta say it all mean. but jus tell me tht u ain t comfortable bein around me like tht. plain and simple. i hate the fact tht some ppl feel tht they have to lie jus because they dnt wanna hurt the other persons feelings. frankly im the type of person tht tells it like it is. usually my honesty gets me in toruble but wats the point in lying? especially wen have the time ppl cnt remember their lie from before and wen the slip up they cum up wit another lie to cover the other... it's too much remembering in lying. if u tell the truth u will always remember cuz it actually happened. n e wayz let me tell you about my 2 mishaps of being sent off. i was supposed to meet this guy at the beach in celebration of my birthday. i really wanted him to come so he could meet my friends cuz i bin talkin to my friends about him for months. so its good to put a face wit words. so while i was textin and callin him he was tellin me that he and his crew was lookin for parking. and i completely understand cuz on this hot day the beach was crowded az fuq and i also had trouble finding parking. so n e wayz. i told him "wen u find parking hit me up". about an hour goes by from the time he told me he was lookin for parking. so i text him 2 times n call him once. so im basically lookin like a fool in front of my friends cuz we all expectin this guy tht ive bin talkin about n he doesnt show up. n e wayz i still had a good time wit my friends. 2nd mishap was jus recently about 2 days ago. i was downtown wit my friends. and my friend "anabelle" told me that she was gonna come downtown to watch Harry potter wit the crew. Now "Anabelle" works downtown jus about 4 blocks away form the movie theatre. she got off work at 6 and the movie started at 725. she told me tht wen she gets off work she gonna change her clothes then head our way. so we in the theatre and its 715 i text her and she tells me tht her mom wants her home cuz of the fone bill bein up to high. now i kno she was lyin cuz first off her mom was in italy and didnt have n e reception over there. and she said since her mom left she bin spendin a lot of time wit her boyfriend. now i hav eno problem tht u wanna spend time wit yo man. but u aint gotta lie to me sayin u cnt go to the movie cuz of a phone bill. them two dont even go together.

::one love::

Puerto Rican Parade

Yesterday i went Father's day shoppin wit my friends downtown. but after all dat we went to the puerto rican parade tht wasn't too far from downtown.

1st thing i gotta say is i have never seen a race with so much pride in their self. there we flags EVERYWHERE. at food stands, ppls cars. on the street there were two big ass metal sculted flags jus for the PR's. and im thinkin like "damn it must b the shit to b pureto rican".

i had an amazing time. but lets tlk about more what i saw.

girls
i understand it was hot yesterday but many females we wearin swimsuits, booty shorts (literally), or a pair of shorts and they bra. i have no problem wit showin a lil skin. the swimsuits i was guessin tht they were goin swimmin later. but the ones wearin a fuckin bra. that blew me. WTF?! were u thinkin?
oh and they r really pretty *no homo*

guys
ok first off it's hot out many of these mutha fuckas was wearin long sleeve shirts.
or some camoflouge shorts? seriously i dont remember wen camoflouge came back?!
many of them had NO game. plz if u gon try and holla at me plz come correct.
sum were sayin "oy yo oy mami" wat the fuck? do i look hispanic? hell naw too dark or tht.
but i cnt like they guys r fuckin sexy. especially the ones wit tht good hair. oooo weee lol jk jk.

food
was delecious and is completely different from mexican food. i mean tht should b obviously but many of my friends were expectin tacos n shit. but naw naw naw. i am now a fan of puerto rican rice. its delicious.

music
of course they played reggaeton bt they played hip hop too. and they dont only juke. they grind. and i love wen they do bachata. tht has to be the sexiest dance i have ever seen.

in other words i had fun. and ya'll shud go.

HABAESHA WOMEN *no homo*

i never heard of a habaesha until i started high school. so let me first educate u into wat a habaesha is. a habaesha is an esat african rather from the country of Ethiopia or Eritrea. A famous habaesha is Angel Lola Love u may recognize her from Trey Songz msic videos. N e waiz i have noticed that many of these habaesha women are gorgeous *no homo*. and i've also noticed that ppl in the music industry notice the beauty az well. for example Drake and Trey Songz.

aside from the point i was with my habaesha friends today on our way home. and on the train there was a group of boys. a boy asked "what are yall mixed wit? black and what?" my friend said "we're african" and this ignorant mutha fucka said "there's no way ur african. because there's no way a african can b as beautiful as you". as soon as he said tht we went off on his ass.

y do some ppl have the impresseion that africans cant b beautiful? i took tht to heart because i am also african, Ghanaian to be exact. n e wayz my point is plz dont base a persons beauty on their race.

Bitches Nowadays

i say bitches cuz lately thats how these certain females been actin

basically this one female got mad because her boyfriend was my best friend.
i say was bcuz we no longer best friends. cuz like a slave he follows her commands... aint tht sad?

so me and her r no longer talkin. ok i have no problem with tht. u live ur life and i will live mine. what bothers me is that this certain bitch is goin around tellin ppl wats been goin on between me and her. y r u tellin ppl tht? and they have absolutely NOTHING to do wit it.


now another certain bitch who heard about the story is also takin sides. like i said i dont care if u dont like me. but what does bother me is tht this certain other bitch is bein fake and smilin in my face. askin me to take her places and shit.... MUTHA FUCKA do i look like a chauffeur? HELLL NAAAWWW last i checked my name wasn't jeffery ( if u watch fresh prince u'll kno wat tht mean)

waste of time to have a famous female be yo role model. why?

amber heard


angelina jolie
why would u have a horse suck yo tittie? aint brad there for tht?


deelishus
we all knew she was a hoe from the time we realized she wanted flavor flav


paris hilton?
lets not get started wit her






katie price

MOTHERS DAY (the aftermath)

the dinner was delicious and like i predicted hella family came over.
i spent most of my time wit my nieces. they watched chowder and scooby in my room. My youngest niece "samantha" was bugging me the most. she kept wanting to go up and down the stairs because she jus learned how to go up the stairs on her own. she was trouble going down tho.
my oldest niece "danielle" loves cartoons and is bery smart. both of my nieces are smart for their age. "Danielle" is very tall for a 4 year old. she gets that height from her daddy. from what her mom told me "danielle" likes to watch adult swim. but "danielle" was not finna get passed me on that one.

well yea thats basically it. im sleepy now. so goodnight

MOTHERS DAY

Mothers: i love em to death...personally becuz without them there is no me.
annoying? yea at times and some of those times are uneccassary. i cant speak on behalf of all mothers. but my mother usually annoys me wen i go out someplace or spend the night somewhere other than home. which is normal but sometimes i feel like she need ta get off my jock.


Aniwaiz im basically cooking a meal right now. Im makin mac n cheese, jerk chicken, ox tail, and rice and beans. by reading that u can tell that im caribean. the best of the caribbean foods.

jus talkin about it is makin me hungry. n e waiz there's finna b a lot of caribbean and african ppl in my crib, yea their all family but i hope they kno dat my birthday is comin up lol. haha jk jk lemme stop bein stingy this is the day for the mommies and i jus wanna say.....

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

FINALY DONE :)

jus got back in the crib from shoppin.
my daddy and i jus got the two perfumes that my mama REALLY likes
she has an idea of what my dad got for her but she has no clue that i got her the other perfume that she likes a lot.

ima travel im time right now and tell u about what happened yesterday.
yesterday was my skoo dance. i was going to invite the crew but due to some circumstances they were not able to come. n e who.... i jus went wit "the girlie".
too bad the dance was empty and sad az hell. [i cant wait til i turn 18 and start hittin the clubs]. the freshies on the scene were havin a really good time. the boys that were there were not too cute either. there were probably 4 boys and 38 girls in the entire dance. this is exactly why i hate goin to an all girl school.


reasons not to send ur daughter to an all girl skoo
1. if u dont like gay ppl then there a 30% chance that ur daughter will leave out of the skoo gay

2. too much drama...and the worst part is its alwaiz over petty shit

3. she may encounter on sexual activity due to the fact that she does not have enough contact with boys

1ST DAY IN OFFICE

i jus opened this account today. thats y it's tittled 1st day is office.
n e waiz. tomorrow is mothers day and i got A LOT to do. there are a lot of mothers in my family all thanks to my 4 brothers. I gotta buy a gift for my mama, 2 sister in laws, and a baby mama.
got damn y do we have to b in a recession? i swear if this was 2 years ago all of the mama's would b gttin $$$ in they cards oh well. at least now i gotta excuse cuz my money is runnin low n e waiz.

now about me::: i am a coo calm and collective person... at certain times wen i have to b.
i am alwaiz coo. calm? not so much i have a temper and it sometimes gets me in trouble (u'll hear about those stories at a later date). and collective? most of the time i am collective but once im around my friends i tend to leave the sober stage and start actin crazy.

another thing is for the privacy of my friends the stories of my life that i will b posting up will not have their real names because theirs too many haters and nosey ppl nowadays. so to keep away from drama they will have dif names. dont ask me who they are because i will not tell u.