well rite now im outside waitin on my guys to come out so we can dip. and im bored az fuck . so i thought i might as well jus write about my day so far.
basically of course i woke up this mornin round 10. i took my mama lunch to her round 11. den i wen to the gym, u kno gettin my work out on. i worked out fo bout an hour. came back to da crib took a shower got dressed. wen ta da BP in da hood and filled up my tank. drove to Tulip crib ta pick up Tulip Hilton, Rice (Tulip sis), and Hannah Montana. we drove all da way out to da south side in da 70's. ta pick up Minnie. We chilled at Minnie house fa a lil bit. then went to Rocker (Rice bf) crib. from Rocker crib we went to 63rd beach. then from 63rd beach we went to Harolds to gt sum chicken. after harolds we met up wit Mahal (Hilton dip) n dem. we ended up goin to sum park n chilled there fo a long ass min. dey started to smoke a blunt. but i aint smoke it cuz i was drivin, see im makin wise choices lately.
some time went by and come ta find out one of the guys named Vega b slangin. so i bought a dime from him. and got his number cuz shit thts finna b my new weed man. and i think Vega prolly gon become my new best friend cuz he half ghanaian jus like me. [yyyyeeaaaahhhh booiii].
finaly we decided it was time for us to go home and we added a new person to da car named Cory. who happens to be belizian and puerto rican. so i dropped Minnie off at home. and den hopped rght back on to lake shore drive and head back up north to drop everybody else of at the crib. i got Cory number too.
n e wayz i had a fun day and hopefully this is the 1st of many to come. cuz they cool az fuck.
::one love::
7/28/09
7/26/09
Goals 4 Senior Year (c/o 2010)
1. fill out FAFSA form. sum how im suppose ta fill it out by march or sum shit. idk
2. apply to all the colleges i like by january
3. stay outta trouble. <- tht might b a lil hard
4. find a job
5.stop smokin <- im not doin too bad so far
6. stay single <- thts easy but i also dnt wana cake it wit n e one either
7.control my anger <- i highly doubt my anger will b completely gon but its worth the try
8. save my $$$ <- shit college aint cheap
9. get closer to my brothers
10. go to six flags before the time with my physics class <- keep in mind i have never bin a day in my life
::one love::
2. apply to all the colleges i like by january
3. stay outta trouble. <- tht might b a lil hard
4. find a job
5.stop smokin <- im not doin too bad so far
6. stay single <- thts easy but i also dnt wana cake it wit n e one either
7.control my anger <- i highly doubt my anger will b completely gon but its worth the try
8. save my $$$ <- shit college aint cheap
9. get closer to my brothers
10. go to six flags before the time with my physics class <- keep in mind i have never bin a day in my life
::one love::
7/22/09
Jobs
i am desperately lookin for a new job. so if u kno of n e... plz let me kno.
i mean yea i currently have a job at this place called panera bread. but they hardly put me on da schedule. i prolly work like twice a week [rarely]. bu tusually its only one day per week. which is 2 days per pay period. so i get about 112$ bi-weekly. now lets thnk bout this right quick. my fone bill is 85$ a month. 112$-85$=$27. i also got car issuance and i gotta pay half. the car insurance is 100$. this time ima double the pay check cuz i get paid twice a month. 112+112= 224$. ok now 224$-85$=139$-100$=39$. what the hell am i gonna get wit 39$. i cant even get a pair of shoes. and i love shoes. i need a job. cuz panera will not give me more hours
::one love::
i mean yea i currently have a job at this place called panera bread. but they hardly put me on da schedule. i prolly work like twice a week [rarely]. bu tusually its only one day per week. which is 2 days per pay period. so i get about 112$ bi-weekly. now lets thnk bout this right quick. my fone bill is 85$ a month. 112$-85$=$27. i also got car issuance and i gotta pay half. the car insurance is 100$. this time ima double the pay check cuz i get paid twice a month. 112+112= 224$. ok now 224$-85$=139$-100$=39$. what the hell am i gonna get wit 39$. i cant even get a pair of shoes. and i love shoes. i need a job. cuz panera will not give me more hours
::one love::
7/20/09
MUTHA FUCKIN LIARS
point blank period. i HATE liars. they piss me off. i especially hate wen someone lies about the smallest shit. for example. this girl named "Rhonda" thinks my ex "Keenan" is sexy az hell. and i must admit he really is. wen i showed "Rhonda" pic of him she even told me her self "oooo he sexy, dayum selina ok i see you i see you. u got some good taste."
so a few days ago i was sleepin over her house and we were on the fone wit "Keenan" and "Keenan twin" we was playin truth of dare [yea i kno pretty lame for sum grown ass mutha fuqas]. n e wayz "Keenan Twin" asked 'truth or dare?' to "Rhonda" and she picked truth. The question was 'do you think my twin "keenan" look good?' this female said "he's ok".
WTF?! ok she could have simply jus said yes but she lied. I understand yea it was jus a game. but wen u pick truth ur expected to tell the trth. now rather she was lyin to me or she was lyin to them. either way it goes. y would u lie about sumthin so fuckin little? if u can lie about sumthin so simple that means u can lie about big shit too..
now im not sayin i dont lie. but usually the only ppl i lie to is my mom and my older relatives. yes it is still wrong which is exactly y i cry and pray. cuz i try to stop but i kno if i be honest wit them i wouldnt b chillin wit half the ppl i chill wit now. and i dnt wanna b rebelious. but wen it comes to my friends or even ppl i dont like. i keep it 100. i keep it real. wats the point in lyin? wen i gotta remember my lie for a very long time jus in case the subject comes up again i gotta remember wat my lie was? hell naw dats too much work. id much rather jus stick to the truth cuz i can alwayz remember tht cuz i never forget wat ACTUALLY happens.
n e wayz im tired of typin. finna hit the sack and try and forgive "rhonda". i think i do forgive her but i jus kno i cant trust her.
::one love::
so a few days ago i was sleepin over her house and we were on the fone wit "Keenan" and "Keenan twin" we was playin truth of dare [yea i kno pretty lame for sum grown ass mutha fuqas]. n e wayz "Keenan Twin" asked 'truth or dare?' to "Rhonda" and she picked truth. The question was 'do you think my twin "keenan" look good?' this female said "he's ok".
WTF?! ok she could have simply jus said yes but she lied. I understand yea it was jus a game. but wen u pick truth ur expected to tell the trth. now rather she was lyin to me or she was lyin to them. either way it goes. y would u lie about sumthin so fuckin little? if u can lie about sumthin so simple that means u can lie about big shit too..
now im not sayin i dont lie. but usually the only ppl i lie to is my mom and my older relatives. yes it is still wrong which is exactly y i cry and pray. cuz i try to stop but i kno if i be honest wit them i wouldnt b chillin wit half the ppl i chill wit now. and i dnt wanna b rebelious. but wen it comes to my friends or even ppl i dont like. i keep it 100. i keep it real. wats the point in lyin? wen i gotta remember my lie for a very long time jus in case the subject comes up again i gotta remember wat my lie was? hell naw dats too much work. id much rather jus stick to the truth cuz i can alwayz remember tht cuz i never forget wat ACTUALLY happens.
n e wayz im tired of typin. finna hit the sack and try and forgive "rhonda". i think i do forgive her but i jus kno i cant trust her.
::one love::
7/19/09
Heart on my Sleeve
i tend to let my emotions get the best part of me. The 1st time i fell in love or thought i fell in love was in 8th grade wit a guy named "Ruffles". i remember me and "Ruffles" were together for about 8 months and the only reason y were broke up is because we were graduating and goin to dif. skoolz. so there would b no point tryna keep the relationship going. Now tht i look back and think if i really did love then. i start to question myself and my answer is IDK.
i think nowadays we tend to use the word "love" to loosely. at time to time i tend to also let guys spit the whack ass game in my ear and tend to believe them jus cuz they got a cute face. dayum now tht im writin this out im startin to realize tht im treatin my self xtra bogus.
other times wen im in a relationship i try my hardest to have it last. i stay faithful as hard as possible. i try to have it last long because i like long relationships because to i think their really cute.
i always wanna b the girl who's lucky. the girl tht has the cute boyfriend, wit the long and good relationship. but i havent had tht in a long long long. the longest relatinship i've ever had was a year and 7 months nd tht was wen i have 12 years old. and i cheated once.
so now im not even lookin for a relationship. because at this moment i enjoy being single. there's no drama. there's no being tied down. and i like jus bein friends wit a guy cuz we could jus chill and not try ta get wit eachother. its a good feeling.
::one love::
i think nowadays we tend to use the word "love" to loosely. at time to time i tend to also let guys spit the whack ass game in my ear and tend to believe them jus cuz they got a cute face. dayum now tht im writin this out im startin to realize tht im treatin my self xtra bogus.
other times wen im in a relationship i try my hardest to have it last. i stay faithful as hard as possible. i try to have it last long because i like long relationships because to i think their really cute.
i always wanna b the girl who's lucky. the girl tht has the cute boyfriend, wit the long and good relationship. but i havent had tht in a long long long. the longest relatinship i've ever had was a year and 7 months nd tht was wen i have 12 years old. and i cheated once.
so now im not even lookin for a relationship. because at this moment i enjoy being single. there's no drama. there's no being tied down. and i like jus bein friends wit a guy cuz we could jus chill and not try ta get wit eachother. its a good feeling.
::one love::
DIPS?
from my understanding wen u have a dip. tht strickly means that the 2 ppl have made a mutual agreement tht they will mess around wit no strings attached. right?
if i am correct then sum1 plz explain to me y is it tht sum people get upset wen u discuss who else u messin wit? ima give u a prime example. today me and this uy was chillin playin nba live 07 on xbox 360. now i've bin there for approxiametly an hour and and i kissed him a lil bit or w/e. so now we jus kickin it playin the video game. i say "pause the game i got a text from my boo". so he pauses the game and starts to catch an attitude "from who?" i said "my boo" he said "y didnt u tel me u had a boyfriend?" i said "i dnt have a boyfriend he jus my other dip" then he starts to get mad sayin i thought u n i was only messin wit eachother.
now from my understanding dips means you mess wit them wit no dtrings attached. y in da hell did this nigga think i was only kickin it wit him? i have no clue. cuz he sure aint ask me to b his girl? he didnt say we should only mess wit eachother til we find sum1 we wanna b wit? so y is dis nigga trippin?
i hate tht shit. and to da niggas who think its only females who b complaining bout tht shit u got anotha thing comin cuz its sum niggas "bitch niggas" who b actin the same way
::one love::
if i am correct then sum1 plz explain to me y is it tht sum people get upset wen u discuss who else u messin wit? ima give u a prime example. today me and this uy was chillin playin nba live 07 on xbox 360. now i've bin there for approxiametly an hour and and i kissed him a lil bit or w/e. so now we jus kickin it playin the video game. i say "pause the game i got a text from my boo". so he pauses the game and starts to catch an attitude "from who?" i said "my boo" he said "y didnt u tel me u had a boyfriend?" i said "i dnt have a boyfriend he jus my other dip" then he starts to get mad sayin i thought u n i was only messin wit eachother.
now from my understanding dips means you mess wit them wit no dtrings attached. y in da hell did this nigga think i was only kickin it wit him? i have no clue. cuz he sure aint ask me to b his girl? he didnt say we should only mess wit eachother til we find sum1 we wanna b wit? so y is dis nigga trippin?
i hate tht shit. and to da niggas who think its only females who b complaining bout tht shit u got anotha thing comin cuz its sum niggas "bitch niggas" who b actin the same way
::one love::
7/12/09
FASHION: how i plan to dress this fall 09
only the tutu ^
im deciding to wear this bcuz all my life i have always worn jeans and tshirt. never has my friends seen me in a dress or skirt unless it was required. but im trying to fiure out if i will look nice in it. wat do u think? plz answer ur help will b appreciated.
7/6/09
Michael Jackson
its funny how just recently many many people were talkin shit bout Michael Jackson. HOw he used to be black. how he was ashamed to be black. How he raped little boys. Now everyone being all nice and sad that the man died.
FAKE ASS MUTHA FUCKAS i swear society/media will turn around like crazy. You see all these celebrities on TV saying how the love Michael and how they miss Michael lying ass fucks. Not too long ago them same celebs were talkin shit bout the King of Pop. i must admit yes i used ta think Michael raped them lil boys and i still do. Jus cuz the man died i aint gonna give him no sympathy. yes i am sad that the man is dead and i give my condolences to his family.
but plz celebs stop bein so fuckin fake. seriously
FAKE ASS MUTHA FUCKAS i swear society/media will turn around like crazy. You see all these celebrities on TV saying how the love Michael and how they miss Michael lying ass fucks. Not too long ago them same celebs were talkin shit bout the King of Pop. i must admit yes i used ta think Michael raped them lil boys and i still do. Jus cuz the man died i aint gonna give him no sympathy. yes i am sad that the man is dead and i give my condolences to his family.
but plz celebs stop bein so fuckin fake. seriously
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