Heart on my Sleeve

i tend to let my emotions get the best part of me. The 1st time i fell in love or thought i fell in love was in 8th grade wit a guy named "Ruffles". i remember me and "Ruffles" were together for about 8 months and the only reason y were broke up is because we were graduating and goin to dif. skoolz. so there would b no point tryna keep the relationship going. Now tht i look back and think if i really did love then. i start to question myself and my answer is IDK.

i think nowadays we tend to use the word "love" to loosely. at time to time i tend to also let guys spit the whack ass game in my ear and tend to believe them jus cuz they got a cute face. dayum now tht im writin this out im startin to realize tht im treatin my self xtra bogus.

other times wen im in a relationship i try my hardest to have it last. i stay faithful as hard as possible. i try to have it last long because i like long relationships because to i think their really cute.

i always wanna b the girl who's lucky. the girl tht has the cute boyfriend, wit the long and good relationship. but i havent had tht in a long long long. the longest relatinship i've ever had was a year and 7 months nd tht was wen i have 12 years old. and i cheated once.

so now im not even lookin for a relationship. because at this moment i enjoy being single. there's no drama. there's no being tied down. and i like jus bein friends wit a guy cuz we could jus chill and not try ta get wit eachother. its a good feeling.

::one love::